Hear Me

Dear Mr. hypocrite-betrayer,

you gotta to out of here. the fire you made seems getting hotter. i heated. im getting tired of believing. you're feeding me lies again. it seems, everytime i found a good man, he has already had his great woman too. am i not good enough to get the good one, God?

I Do Survive

wish i could recover.

i wanted more than just an ordinary life

is it too much to give you a damn?

all my time was pleasing you,

and you?

you didnt do at all

its enough to spend my time just thingking about it

i think im done

im survive, i do survive

Gone to Soon

 I don’t know why i write this, but somehow i thing you're the answer to stagnation in my life right now. Nothing is going on. I’m just going through the motions and in a way you've given me reason to look forward to tomorrow again. i desperately want to be a larger part of your life and I’d rather die than have nothing to talk about when we meet again. take care of you soon.